do you ever have second-hand obsessions
like one of your friends is super obsessed with a thing so whenever you see something about it you’re like “YES THIS THING” but you’re not the one obsessed with it. they are. you know very little about this thing and yet it still excites you because it excites your friend
I went on my stupid walk. And it was stupid and I did three stupid miles, which is twice as far as I’d been going. Was trying to walk away my lousy mood. I’m not sure if it worked or not yet. May just be getting the blues. I tend to eat when I get down, so this could make for an interesting couple of days if I continue to feel this way. Probably I’m just in post beach withdrawal.
I was thinking that going down the shore and attending various events were going to be my biggest challenges food wise, but a bout of unexplained blahness is way worse. If I can get through tomorrow, I’m off Wednesday and get to go to the pool. So just need to push through. If only there were not so many people there!